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gracewolves-deactivated20210304:
"Would it be mean to say all 150? :P"

yes. ~~im only doing this because i love you~~

1. Who was the last person you held hands with? It sounds really weird to say but it was actually my dad I think
2. Are you outgoing or shy? shy, except for around my friends.
3. Who are you looking forward to seeing? my history teacher Monday because he’s really cool and gives these really cool speeches during class and he’s just generally awesome
4. Are you easy to get along with? I try to be, but if I feel like crap then I am the worst person ever to be around.
5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you? well I hope she would c:
6. What kind of people are you attracted to? I actually have a really long paragraph typed out in word of all the qualities of a person I find attractive, but that’s a bit too long for this so I’ll just say intelligence (i dont mean like super genius smart but just someone who isnt a complete idiot), sense of humor, and kindess.
7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now? hopefully, because the person im with now is the greatest, most perfect person ive ever known and i’d hate to be without her c:
8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind? well i’ve watched so many danisnotonfire videos this weekend that the voice in my head that reads stuff is now his voice, so i guess he is
9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable? if it’s with an older person like my dad or something then yes, but if its with my friends then it doesnt bother me
10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with? probably hylian-fallen-angel i think
11. What does the most recent text that you sent say? Now (sent to me by may dad after i asked him when we were leaving somebody’s house that we were at)
12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now? in no particular order: Whatshername by Green Day, Disloyal Order of Water Buffaloes by Fall Out Boy, West Coast Smoker by Fall Out Boy, Pompeii by Bastille, and Fool’s Holiday by All Time Low
13. Do you like it when people play with your hair? no because my hair is suuuper easily tangled and I have a tender head so it hurts really bad :P
14. Do you believe in luck and miracles? luck no, miracles yes
15. What good thing happened this summer? my tumblr followers skyrocketed, which was awesome
16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? eeeeeh no not really
17. Do you think there is life on other planets? sure
18. Do you still talk to your first crush? yup
19. Do you like bubble baths? kinda
20. Do you like your neighbors? well considering all of my neighbors are my family, yeah
21. What are you bad habits? biting my nails and eating when im emotional
22. Where would you like to travel? i really want to go to London for multiple reasons. im actually planning on moving there after i graduate
23. Do you have trust issues? I have the opposite really. i trust people too much
24. Favorite part of your daily routine? the part where i spend 8 hours on tumblr
25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with? the whole thing (mainly my stomach)
26. What do you do when you wake up? go back to sleep (or get on tumblr)
27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker? lighter. I have this sort of natural tan (only on my arms though, not my face) and i hate it
28. Who are you most comfortable around? either vesselsam or hylian-fallen-angel
29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up? i guess technically yeah one has but he wasnt very nice about it
30. Do you ever want to get married? definitely
31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail? yes but i hate ponytails
32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with? misha collins and jensen ackles or alex gaskarth and jack barakat
33. Spell your name with your chin. ashn,.dfh (its supposed to say ashley)
34. Do you play sports? What sports? kiiiiinda. i shoot archery
35. Would you rather live without TV or music? i would rather not live at all (probably tv though)
36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them? yup
37. What do you say during awkward silences? i do that thing where you like blow air out of your lips and they like vibrate really loud or something like that its really hard to explain
38. Describe your dream girl/guy? super romantic at times, but also sarcastic and annoying at other times. Jokes a lot, but also knows when to be serious. they would never judge me when i do really stupid/weird things. also someone who knows that i love them even if i ignore their calls and/or texts
39. What are your favorite stores to shop in? Hot Topic and GameStop
40. What do you want to do after high school? I honestly dont know. i kinda want to take a year off of school to sort of find out who i am but then again i also want to get all of my schooling done as fast as possible.
41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance? yes
42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean? that im either sleepy or ive been around people for too long and i need to be left alone
43. Do you smile at strangers? not really. i should though.
44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean? bottom of the ocean
45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning? school
46. What are you paranoid about? not accomplishing anything in my life and being a disappointment
47. Have you ever been high? nah
48. Have you ever been drunk? nah
49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about? yeahhhhh
50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore? im wearing a maroon one currently because thats MSU’s main color and i just got back from a football game at MSU
51. Ever wished you were someone else? yup
52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself? my weight probably
53. Favourite makeup brand? dont wear makeup :P
54. Favourite store? Hot Topic (thats literally the only place I go)
55. Favourite blog? either hvnterdean hellsbellscastiel or flusteredjensen
56. Favourite colour? purple or light green
57. Favourite food? honestly crispy KFC is the best and i would live off of it
58. Last thing you ate? half a thingy of nachos
59. First thing you ate this morning? 2 donut holes
60. Ever won a competition? For what? i won the D.A.R.E. writing competition thing for an essay i threw together in like half an hour.
61. Been suspended/expelled? For what? nope. im a good kid
62. Been arrested? For what? nope
63. Ever been in love? yep
64. Tell us the story of your first kiss? funny story: ive never kissed anyone
65. Are you hungry right now? nope
66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends? yes
67. Facebook or Twitter? facebook
68. Twitter or Tumblr? TUMBLR
69. Are you watching tv right now? nope
70. Names of your bestfriends? Dani, Matt, Josie, and Jacob
71. Craving something? What? nah
72. What colour are your towels? all the colors
72. How many pillows do you sleep with? 3
73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? no
74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have? probably like 30
75. Favourite animal? seals or maybe lemurs
76. What colour is your underwear? light blue
77. Chocolate or Vanilla? vanilla
78. Favourite ice cream flavour? cookies n’ cream
79. What colour shirt are you wearing? maroon
80. What colour pants? blue
81. Favourite tv show? supernatural (duh)
82. Favourite movie? The Avengers
83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2? Mean Girls
84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street? Mean Girls
85. Favourite character from Mean Girls? ive never actually watched Mean Girls all the way through and I don’t remember their names but the main girl
86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo? Dori
87. First person you talked to today? my dad
88. Last person you talked to today? my dad
89. Name a person you hate? Justin Bieber
90. Name a person you love? Dan Howell
91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now? nah
92. In a fight with someone? nah
93. How many sweatpants do you have? i dont wear sweatpants
94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have? like 7
95. Last movie you watched? probably the nightmare before chirstmas
96. Favourite actress? Emma Watson
97. Favourite actor? Misha Collins
98. Do you tan a lot? nah
99. Have any pets? like 9 of them
100. How are you feeling? sleepy
101. Do you type fast? yeah
102. Do you regret anything from your past? everything
103. Can you spell well? yeah
104. Do you miss anyone from your past? yeah
105. Ever been to a bonfire party? yeah
106. Ever broken someone’s heart? yeah
107. Have you ever been on a horse? i think so
108. What should you be doing? sleeping
109. Is something irritating you right now? nah
110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt? yup
111. Do you have trust issues? quite the opposite
112. Who was the last person you cried in front of? i dont even know. probably my gym teacher because i fell over and hurt my knee really bad and it was also super embarrassing so i just cried
113. What was your childhood nickname? didnt have one really, but my 2nd grade teacher called me Ash/Asher a lot for some reason
114. Have you ever been out of your province/state? yeah
115. Do you play the Wii? not often
116. Are you listening to music right now? nope
117. Do you like chicken noodle soup? yessss
118. Do you like Chinese food? it makes me sick at my stomach to eat anything cooked in a chinese restaraunt :c but i love japanese
119. Favourite book? Harry Potter
120. Are you afraid of the dark? kinda
121. Are you mean? very
122. Is cheating ever okay? nope
123. Can you keep white shoes clean? nope
124. Do you believe in love at first sight? nah
125. Do you believe in true love? sure
126. Are you currently bored? kinda
127. What makes you happy? cute animals
128. Would you change your name? nah. I dont really like my name but i wouldnt change it
129. What your zodiac sign? gemini
130. Do you like subway? yeah sure
131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do? say sorry because i dont like any of my guy frends like that (or any of my girl frends for that matter)
132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with? idk
133. Favourite lyrics right now? um i really like the lines “looking back at a town called suburbia/everybody’s just fighting to fit in/little rats running mazes having babies its a vicious little world” from All Time Low’s The Reckless and the Brave because i dont really want to have a normal life i guess. I want to be out there and experience things and do things that i never thought id be able to do.
134. Can you count to one million? only if you give me $10000000000000000000000000000000000
135. Dumbest lie you ever told? in kindergarten i tried to convince everyone that i had a brother. nobody believed me.
136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed? closed
137. How tall are you? about 5’4
138. Curly or Straight hair? dont really have a preference
139. Brunette or Blonde? i dont really care :P
140. Summer or Winter? winter
141. Night or Day? night
142. Favourite month? december
143. Are you a vegetarian? nope
144. Dark, milk or white chocolate? white
145. Tea or Coffee? neither ew
146. Was today a good day? HELL YES. I went to my first college football game and my team destroyed the other one
147. Mars or Snickers? neither. I dont really like candy bars
148. What’s your favourite quote? (According to this website, this is a quote. I personally think its more of a poem, especially since this was actually turned into a song, but whatever. I just really like it)

“Manage me, I am a mess, swept under the rug of yesterday’s home improvement, a whimsical urge tossed aside for the easy reassurance of home and comfort. I am the photograph tucked away as a book-mark, in a book left half unread, once reopened to find memories crawling back into peripheral sight, faded, creased and lonely. I long to be admired, long to be held, torn and laughed at, laughed with, like a distant relative or an old friend breathing in their last breath. I missed the moment when time collapsed and memory was erased, replaced by finicky social experiments, lost in the blur of intoxication, sucked through multi-colored bendy-straws, making way for a spinning world where hub-caps stood still, but our vision didn’t. If I could leave you with only one thing, it would be small, foldable, and made from trees, with a few careless words, scribbled in blue; Take a minute to learn me, take a moment to love me, because I need your love to live,and without it, I am nothing.” -Alex Gaskarth

149. Do you believe in ghosts? meh kinda
150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page? Magical and totally addictive. I knew that night it was what I was meant to do.

6 years ago